lovely.17 yrs breathing
a doll with big eyes .and dark circles around it
im not perfect.im not hot. im not pretty
i am just the way i want. just the way i obey
* toChristforever
im a book maniac. but not this days damn so freakin busy. i love words. so much much much and much and i do hate numbrs :/
recent loviies:ONE PIECE <3
**its everything i want
i dont care if you'll like it or not
just follow and ill follow you back
Reblogged from pauloquiogue
“Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.” Matthew 4:19
nasakay ako sa jeepney na punong puno na magkasintahan sa loob. paglingon ko doon paglingon ko dto. sa icp icp ko . nasan na ang sakin? bket ako ngiisa? nkakainggit isipin na sa dinami dami ng tao sa mundo hindi mo mkita ung para sayo. hindi ibigay ung para sayo. pero alm kong kailangan ko mag intay. hindi lahat nkukuha sa madalian dhil ayokong ibigay ang lahat sa taong hindi nmn kraptdpat. maayos na sguro yung ganto, kailangan ko muna cgurong ipreserba ang lahat. ktwan. puso. isip. ikaw? na nagbabasa nito. kung hindi mo pa nkikita o nasasaktan ka. hayaan mo. darating din yung panahon na sasaya ka. gnian ang buhay prang gulong .talagang kailangang umikot ikanga ng mtatanda.
bsta ako kuntento na ko sa kung ano meron ako sa panahon ngayon. mga kaibigang handang tumulong handang umunawa.at sympre sa Diyos. mrami man akong pagkukulang hindi pa din nia bnbtwan ang kamay ko nanatili syang tapat sa laht man ng pagkakamali ko.
people always ask me, why does i always feel so happy in life. but they doesnt know behind the strong personality is leading to cruciality. people never appreciate any hurtful moments if they know you can do it, and if you do it with a smile. but smile is one of the ancient but still effective lie in the world. reality proven, many may agree to this. because smile is a curve that makes anything amazing for it beautifies the world or beyond the reality. smile can makes your pain chest, makes your heart beats faster, makes you fall inlove and with every emotions that can be trembled by your hypothalamus. well let see what can i share.
Im maybe a typical girl, who flirts, fights back, make sins, make things that the world offers. but i know i have my GOD. i know can change, i can be like Him. more or less. im not perfect but my GOD is, actually i don’t know whats the point in my writing. something in my mind is itching, telling “hey man! boost up! say what ever you want! ” you know , you’re doing great these past few months! your’e better! say to the world you’re better!”. i know im better. cause my 2011 messed me up. God spins my world as if im not going to have the same spot again cause He change me, once again. in my life once again. He’s so good that i cannot comprehend. He gave chances for those who is willing to have him. and im so blessed im one of the few “chosen ones”, even sometimes i wanna quit, but situations lead me to HIM again and again.
yea. id LOVED. past tense, a wrong person, a wrong move, a wrong choice. but im not blaming him or what ever, instead im thanking him for teaching some things that i do not wanted to learn . but see? i learned and i feel better, even i make tragedies and unrealistic doings the past few months i know God has a better plan for putting me up this way. karma strikes back, more than you’ve expected. but sometimes, karma can also be a choice. good or bad.
as for my super mega over lovable friend says. LOVE is a choice. but for me, its LIFE. life is everything, after you wake up along the sunshine and before you sleep along with the moonlight. life is a borrowed treasure from GOD, why destroy it? happiness can also be a choice, say no to toxic moments. be pure and be wise. as the world is rotating, people change. be better or bitter.
CONTENTMENT. this is the only word i can describe in my life now, no pain from within, no emptiness(oh because you know. God’s fulfilling it) and im doing the basic once again to do extraordinary things. eat up for breakfast,lunch,brunch,merienda,dinner( i know im such a greed eater) argue with my friends, laugh with my mom. do silly things with my classmates. do devotion. my life is now is like a peace serendipity. no secrets. no sins(bigger sins) no fidelities. no vanities.
READY! im ready for the new fight with the new perception and a mature mind now. and il be a better person this year. be inside or in the outside. the next time you’ll meet me. you can never see the trash i have been upholding since then. ill be cleaner and be wiser.
